The small herby outside my bedroom window has become a small habitat for some living creatures.It look so serene in the morning when the first ray of the sunlight sparkles on the dews, greenery everywhere,the birds chirping,the mongoose running and many more species sustaining their life there.They have created a small world for them on that herby.I keep on observing their life whenever I am idle and it gives me a special kind of strength and being on trance I find myself so much related to that place.Some of the species are born and brought up there and some of them are migrated from some other places.I dont know what made them to leave their old home but I guess they are much more happier now in their new home.The herby if full of life and energy,I highly esteem nature's this creation. But when the dark falls,the life become so stagnant there.
I am feeling so down today.There are many moments when you just dont feel like being happy.I was all alone.I opened my bedroom window to get some fresh air to breathe.I stand alone, gazing out of the window,it is dark outside today,the sky is full of clouds.I can now hardly differentiate between the branches and the leaves.The herby look so scary,it looks like a dreaded forest today,it never looked like this before.I've been observing these place form past three and half years,I am ageing with it.I've seen it growing ,nourishing and expanding,but today for the first time it has created a fear in me,in what context that I still dont know.But I left the window open for some fresh ventilation.I lay down on my bed with a magazine,tried to concentrate on that to brush up my mood but it wasnt effective.The outside view was drawing my attention.So, I thought to stand near the window and look outside.
There is an uncanny smell and flow in the wind today,a spine chilling wind.I am numb,it seems that my body temperature is falling now.I am experiencing an outer force above my body.I want to scream,I want to call you but, my throat is chocked.
I am a new member in the herby family now.
I am feeling so down today.There are many moments when you just dont feel like being happy.I was all alone.I opened my bedroom window to get some fresh air to breathe.I stand alone, gazing out of the window,it is dark outside today,the sky is full of clouds.I can now hardly differentiate between the branches and the leaves.The herby look so scary,it looks like a dreaded forest today,it never looked like this before.I've been observing these place form past three and half years,I am ageing with it.I've seen it growing ,nourishing and expanding,but today for the first time it has created a fear in me,in what context that I still dont know.But I left the window open for some fresh ventilation.I lay down on my bed with a magazine,tried to concentrate on that to brush up my mood but it wasnt effective.The outside view was drawing my attention.So, I thought to stand near the window and look outside.
There is an uncanny smell and flow in the wind today,a spine chilling wind.I am numb,it seems that my body temperature is falling now.I am experiencing an outer force above my body.I want to scream,I want to call you but, my throat is chocked.
I am a new member in the herby family now.
Finally!Good...
ReplyDeleteA vivid description of thoughts n emotions in a dulcet manner.. Loved it.. There is a difference between lonely and loner. i think ur words made me understand dat in a betr manr....
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